Heyo!
Each time I think that life can't get any more fantastic, Heavenly Father surprises me with more awesomeness. Seriously. I thought last week was amazing... but this week was amazing, too. I just keep experiencing so many miracles, big and small.
Monday, April 28 -
After every P-Day, we generally have an FHE with the ward that we try to invite amis to, but this Monday was the first one since I've been here where we've actually been able to do so. Though we didn't have any amis there, it was really awesome. Soeur Cameron and I were in charge of the spiritual thought (even though it was the elders' turn... the slackers) and we showed the video "Because of HIm" (in French, of course) which is so powerful every time I watch it. I could see that it touched the ward members that were there and I felt the Spirit so strongly as Soeur Cameron and I testified of the Savior, and as the members shared their testimonies and love for the Savior. It was really cool to hear because each one of them were converts. That's generally how it is in France.
After the spiritual thought, we played a fun French card game called "Six qui prend", then we ate delectable crepe-y goodness.
Tuesday, April 29 -
This Tuesday was a little bit insane. We went to Zone Conference in Paris instead of Lilles because the day we had our Zone Conference in Lilles (April 30) we would be in Paris for my legality stuff. So, we took a train early in the morning to Paris for the Zone Conference. I loved it. I learned so much. Soeur Poznanski talked about how if we have faith and are obedient to the things the Lord asks of us, we can see miracles. She compared it to Joshua and his army as they obeyed his instructions to make the walls of Jericho fall down. President Poznanski talked about how we can truly see miracles as we have faith and exercise that faith. He taught that we should contact people and knock on doors expecting people to accept, expecting the Lord to help us, because that's how we show our faith in him. Expect to be able to change lives with the Lord's help. We had a good zone teaching thingy about seeing each of the many blessings the Lord gives us, then sharing those blessings with others.
After that, there wasn't room for the people from the Lille Zone to have district meeting in the building we were in, so we decided to, you know, just have a lil' district meeting by the Eiffel Tower. 'Cause... France. Yeah. That was cool. Not only could I see the Eiffel Tower out of the corner of my eye as Elder Walton taught us, but his lesson was really amazing. He was worried because he hadn't prepared anything, but what he taught helped so much. We went in-depth through the story of the brother of Jared in the Book of Mormon. There were a lot of great things, but basically my favorite part was when Elder Walton talked about how the brother of Jared didn't immediately see the Lord's hand as he touched the stones, that he had to look for the Lord's hand, believing it was there. He testified that his mission was a lot better and happier as he looked for the ways the Lord's hand was in his life each day, and challenged us to do the same. That really inspired me, and now I'm keeping a little notebook where I write down the blessings the Lord gives me each day.
After that we went back to the church and had interviews with President and Soeur Poznanski. I loved those interviews. It was a really sacred experience for me as I spoke with President Poznanski, and all I will say is that I know that the Lord knows me perfectly and that he's been strengthening me and will continue to strengthen me.
Then we went sight-seeing around Paris, got some paninis and crepes, and I bought a cool journal themed after Saint-Exupery, the man who wrote The Little Prince. It's so gorgeous. :)
Wednesday, April 30 -
I did my legality pretty much all day Wednesday. It was really cool because I got to see everyone in my MTC district because they had us all do it on the same day, so I got to talk to them and see how they were doing. Then... I did my legality stuff. It was awkward. And uncomfortable. That is all I would like to say about that experience. Oh. And, I passed. :D
We were almost late for our train home, but we prayed and Heavenly Father gave us strength to run quickly to the train, and we barely made it.
Thursday, May 1 -
So, I'm not sure if I've talked about this already, but French people like to have random, bizarre holiday things where no one works, nothing is open, and there's absolutely no transportation. May 1st was one of those days. So we decided to do planning that day instead of Friday.
After planning, we ported in the neighborhood where we'd found Marie-Christine. It was so cool, because everyone was so kind to us, which doesn't happen a lot. Soeur Cameron said that was the nicest neighborhood she'd ever ported in.
Then we went and stopped by Catherine, a woman who we'd met while she was walking her dogs. She was really nice to us. She let us in and we had a lesson with her. She talked to us about how her sister had died from cancer and we testified that we knew she'd see her sister again. We prayed with her and the Spirit was so strong. I love her so much, and I could see and feel a difference in her as we left.
Friday, May 2 -
We were really excited for Friday, because we were going to spend a whole day with a member family, pray with them and find people in their area. But... they cancelled, so we had pretty much a whole day where we didn't know what to do. So we prayed and asked Heavenly Father what we should do and felt like we should go and pass by less actives in a nearby town called Anzin. We went to 6 or 7 different houses and we found out some people had moved and so we were able to make notes to update the ward list (which hasn't been updated in like ten years :P ). Then we decided to go to a less-active family that was technically the elders' family and who'd said they weren't interested. But... we felt like we should go, so we did. When we knocked, a little girl answered the door and said her mom wasn't home, then their dog ran out the door, so the girl opened the door a little bit wider, and then their mom walked up to the door because the dog had escaped so we were able to talk to her. At first she was very closed, and didn't want to say much to us. She said she was recently divorced (so the elders couldn't teach her anyway because she's a single woman). As we showed love to her and let her know we were just there to help her, she opened up more and said when she was a little less busy we could come by and see her again.
Then we were about to go meet with our ward mission leader, but he cancelled as well, so we decided to go visit Danielle, the less-active we'd met last week. There were Jehova's Witnesses there when we got there and they pretty much tried to get us to contradict ourselves and destroy our beliefs, but we just testified and asked Danielle if we could come back another time and she said no, that she studied with the Jehova's Witnesses now. When we left we were a bit discouraged because we'd been so excited to meet with Danielle. As we walked along the street, feeling a bit down, Soeur Cameron decided to contact a woman in our path. She testified of God and the hope he can bring us. The woman, whose name was Jeanine, said she believed in God, but it was hard for her right now because she had a handicapped son and she needs to move to a bigger house because she and her husband and her son all sleep in the same room, but she doesn't have enough money. She says it's really hard to take care of him, and it's really hard for her family right now. We offered to pray with her right then, and we did. Afterwards, she had tears in her eyes and said we'd given her so much comfort and that she was glad she met us. We testified of God's love for her and said he is listening to her prayers. It was amazing the love I felt for her, probably the strongest love I've ever felt for someone, stronger than I though was possible, and I knew I was feeling the love Heavenly Father has for her. I know Heavenly Father sent her to us, and that we and Jeanine both left feeling so much better than we had before.
After that miracle, Heavenly Father decided to send us another miracle. We talked to a member, Frere Deladerriere, and he said he knew Danielle and that he wanted to visit her with us. We prayed and decided to go back to visit her again, even though she said she didn't want us back. We explained about Frere Deladerriere, and she was so excited. She said she'd love to see him with us. We ended up just talking to her for half an hour, and setting another RDV with her for the next week.
Saturday, May 3 -
Not much happened on Saturday. In order to support the ward, we went to a baptism of a kid in our ward, a child of a previously less-active family. It was great, and the Spirit was there.
Then we visited Marie-France and Didier. Marie-France wasn't doing too well, but as we read the Book of Mormon together and as Soeur Cameron and I testified, I saw hope come into her eyes. I know that the Book of Mormon has a great power, and as Marie-France and Didier read it together that their lives will improve drastically, that they will be given the strength that they need.
Sunday, May 4 -
I just have to say that I love fast Sunday. I felt a lot of strength and a lot of love for others, and the Spirit more strongly as I fasted.
We taught Amanda, the 9-year-old girl who's getting baptized this month, and she is so cute. We gave her gospel pictures and asked her to explain them and teach us, based on what she'd been taught by the missionaries. She knows so much and I know she's ready to be baptized. I love her so much! :)
There's a recent convert family in our ward, the Pierach family, that does so much, a lot more than some of the long time members do, and we're getting worried about them because we can see they're getting worn out and no one in the ward seems to notice/appreciate all that they do. So we dedicated some study time for them and found really good scriptures and I felt the Spirit guiding me to know what they needed as we studied. It was really awesome. We wrote a note for them and wrote down the scriptures, put it on plate of cookies and dropped it off at their house. I hope that helps them!
We went to visit Patricia, an ami I haven't met yet. She's an older lady who has a lot of health problems, is Protestant, and has a brother with a mental illness who she takes care of. She was unbelievably kind to us and I felt a great love for her. She said that the missionaries (Soeur Cameron and her last companion) came on her worst day, the day she needed help the most, and she knows the Lord sent us to her. I felt that was true, especially as we prayed with her.
After that we went to contact someone a ward member had told us to contact. She's a woman who'd recently been widowed and was having a really hard time. She has three kids and doesn't really have any hope. We were about to knock on her door, but we heard a man's voice and that freaked us out 'cause French men are generally creepy and we knew it couldn't be the woman's husband. So we prayed and walked by her house, and the moment we walked past her house, the door opened and she came out. We talked to her and told her we were there to help people find hope and see their families after this life. She said she didn't believe in God, but as we told her we knew she could see her family after she died, and asked her if that was something she wanted she opened up and told us about how her husband had recently died. When we asked if we could see her again, she said we could. I know that was definitely a miracle, and that this is something she needs in her life.
"And they did sing praises unto the Lord; yea, the brother of Jared did sing praises unto the Lord, and he did thank and praise the Lord all the day long; and when the night came, they did not cease to praise the Lord." (Ether 6:9)
I really love this scripture because at this time in the chapter, the brother of Jared and his family were being tossed to and fro by the winds and they were stuck in a teeny boat for a long, long time. Yet, they thanked the Lord without ceasing because they knew the winds were leading them to the promised land.
Something that I've really learned this week is to look for the ways the Lord's hand is in my life, the little blessings he's given me. As I've done so, I've really felt happier and I've felt the Spirit more, and I've seen how much he truly does give me and how much I'm indebted to him.
-Soeur Williams